Diamond Discounters of NY

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(212)354-9105
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His business is
Diamond Discounters of NY
578 5th ave
NY NY 10036

If Only You Knew

 

If only you knew how a person with depression feels, then maybe the stigma of “mental illness” wouldn’t taunt him/her like a bully passing by in a middle school hallway. So much media attention is placed upon diseases like diabetes, cancer, HIV, arthritis, or alcohol and drug dependency, but mental illnesses are treated unjustly because they are much more complex than other diseases. Yet, survivors of other diseases have entire communities behind them, and many hands to hold, while people with depression struggle on all alone.

If only you knew that a person with depression, unipolar or bipolar, can seem to enjoy life, but with the stigma comes shame, so they hide it and push it down until nobody’s looking, or until the pressure gets to be too much. The girl who giggles at your jokes is the same girl who cries herself to sleep every night. The guy who excitedly tells his coworkers how happy he is that he and his wife are expecting their first child thinks about hanging himself before his child is born.

If only you knew that Dr. Phil and Oprah cannot fix what cannot be expressed, understood, or appreciated for its mass, then maybe you would stop trying to force feed answers to unasked questions upon survivors of this disease. There are no rhymes, reasons, or ratings that will ever cure the burden that is carried.

If only you knew that sometimes it’s ok to feel helpless, but it’s never ok to lose hope. You might not be able to understand what your friend or loved one is going through, but you can do everything to lend your light without blaming or shaming, for it is the stigma of mental illness that keeps so many individuals and families from getting the help they need or from accepting that disease comes in many shapes and forms, and depression is just one of the many.

If only you knew that feeling like an outcast because happiness doesn’t exist inside where the rest of the world cannot see, is unacceptable to the person with depression, and that the depression, in and of itself, is a bully like the stigma it carries, then you would know why so many depressed people choose to shut the world out and/or die.

If only you knew that love is not the answer or the cure, but it is the beginning of the healing process. Everyone needs a hand to hold.

Beyond the Gates of Hell

One: Spiraling down
A dizzying array
Two: Within I drown
My heart away
Three: I’m lost about
In silent screams
Four: I cannot shout
Through tattered seams
Five: It’s understood
I’m locked beyond
Six: Your world of good
I was so fond
Seven: Trapped inside
This crushing darkness
Eight: Without a guide
In desolate starkness
Nine: The mind can’t protect
From being woefully heartsick
Ten: There’s no way to correct
The Devil’s arrhythmic

Morning Star

I focus on the distant light

Purple and pink and orange too

Across a net in the sky they fight

Up high like cinematic lovers do

The grains of time under my feet

Light and silky before the season begins

There as my rectangular afghan

Parachutes down by the grace of my shins

Tackled beneath me

Swaddled up with a black velour hood

Plunking down

Wrapping around me as it would

The wind sweeps

As the day breaks

My heart leaps

My hands shake

As I see your midnight eyes peeking from a hood

And it’s so freeing to finally see

That forever this time is truly good

Because you’re in love with me

And as we walk to close the divide

The jolt of frosty winter waters

Left behind like a jilted bride

Makes us flee to closed quarters

So here we meet

We’ve come so far

Kissing in the backseat

Beneath a morning star

Caelum

I wish my light could last
As long as the stars shine
A peek into the past
Forever you’ve been mine
Travel beyond our dreams
So infinitely far
The universe gleams
Without even a mar
Maybe I’m the lover
Dreaming you up in my mind
Always under a cover
Of beautiful stars aligned
What lies beyond the edge
It’s wondrously unknown
My love for you someday I’ll pledge
Through the marrow of my bone

M14

My heart beats faster when you touch me

And the stars can disappear

You’re all the light I need to see

Gone now is my fear

Shadows cease to exist

Time it stretches so far

The moonlight clenched in my fist

A firefly freed from a jar

Will they hear a sound

If it is trapped so deep inside

While kissing the girl you found

This, we should never hide

My heart beats faster when you’re near

And the stars all fade away

Gone now is my biggest fear

That I’ll die alone someday

I wring the sheet with a tightened clasp

You gaze into my eyes

I let out the lightest gasp

Of pleasure and surprise

You hold me and feel me shaking

I’ve come undone here for you

All this love we’ve been making

It’s ethereal and true