I am having a hard time

I am having a hard time.

I don’t want to run into you,

Or think about you,

Or pass by your place.

I am having a hard time.

I don’t want to be sad,

Or get sick to my stomach,

Or feel tears on my face.

I am having a hard time.

I just want to smile again,

And be at ease,

And find my inner grace.

The end of our affair

Has taken its toll on me.

I fell in love, I swear.

I am not the girl I used to be.

Although my heart is frail,

It will mend in time,

Grow empty and stale,

Still, it’ll be mine.

Advertisements